Devious Journal Entry
Journal Entry: Sat Mar 8, 2008, 7:17 PM
You wanted a kiss. Is that what you want? Are you prepared for everything that comes with that kiss? cause it doesnt just end with a fade out. There are repercussions. Hearts get broken. Friendships get ruined. Your entire life could fall apart because of one kiss. That's what you have to look foward to.
You know i used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by i lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you couldnt possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, im sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me.
You're probably right...I'm sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other, it doesn't mean you're right for each other right now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone...or cry.
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.
- Listening to: this woman's worth - maxwell
Devious Comments
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Karen
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sorry for my english >.<;
youre drawings are breathtaking.
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i swear id rip my heart out if you said youd be impressed.
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my other works
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doodlebugg rilly needs a new avatar/
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"My name is Fiona Alexander and I'm a snotty British rich-person. Out of my way pheasent!"
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"Never look back to the setting sun, only ahead to the rising moon."
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"Never look back to the setting sun, only ahead to the rising moon."
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...you're my own, personal little tragedy;
...because we're all the same shades of gray.
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...you're my own, personal little tragedy;
...because we're all the same shades of gray.
And Never will I give up trying,
'Cause you're everything to me.
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-i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for-
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-i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for-
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